paigeypoo

Do i want to call you, just to cry about you…? Ughhh you don’t even realize how much you hurt me..

sitting around my house over spring break, with both my siblings at school and parents at work, just alone at home, realizing that it would only take 3 hours and 36 minutes for me to get to where i really want to be for my spring break… but i can’t, because i can’t drive, and no matter what i do, there’s no way i can change anything that has been done in the past. I can’t re-do anything because of what’s going on now… and no one understands that… I have a plan in my head of what i want to do.. but by the time i’ll be able to do that, it will be way to late and i’ll probably have made more mistakes and lost more than my best friend… :(

Even though you won all the time, I’ve been thinking a lot about the point system we used to have… I miss it :)..

He got it. He got the bid to THE FRATERNITY on campus. Him and his roommate, both were excited, and of course I’m ecstatic for both of them! It’s a great honor. They are both awesome guys and Sigma Nu is lucky to have the chance to ask them. Especially him. he swore up and down he would never go through rush, so I don’t know what happened, but they got him. He’s my best friend, no matter what has happened or what may happen, for always and forever. And this I promise you, I’m not afraid of no big sigma nu ;) and he knows that.